My life is colorful and mine. Time for rest, effort, smiles... Still not enough for self- reflection.

Thinking about making this blog a space, where I can put some memories. I have the urge to put things I experience on paper, like my memories would disappear if not written somewhere. Sometimes I feel like my life is not enough... That I do not enough interesting things, read not enough books, watch not enough movies, have not enough friends...

When I see my calendar, talk with my friends I think I don't need more. My life is good, my life is enough. But it is good to take care of memories :)

Last week was really hard for my self esteem and confidence. The position I was waiting for was given to another person. That was so unfair, so hard to understand. Especially because the feedback I received from my manager was mostly boolshit... And he lied. Not for the first time... I should be accustomed to the idea of lying people in corporations... But it is a little too much for me. I have sometimes too high expectations to people that are around myself.

My come back to Pilates, and not only Pilates, but also some cardio workout was what I need :) it is incredible to feel I am capable of doing more and more with my body, that it is flexible and healthy.

Regarding the health, it is getting better and better. My amazing green smoothies in mornings, cauliflower pizza, asparagus... And some sins- a lot of chocolate and a little bit of gluten in a form of Magda's roll. Was delicious and with powidl (Wikipedia shows that world exists).

In the theatre: Biała bluzka with amazing Krystyna Janda. This extraordinary actress makes every performance a piece of art, a piece of sophisticated story... It was a pleasure to sit in the audience.

I come back a little to watch tv serials. My last discovery is The Mindy Project, in which I fall in love. Completely! What I loved was the confidence the main character has, the ability to not be afraid of who she is even though definitely she isn't perfect, the skill to follow the dreams and her heart even when everything around is against it...

I have watched The King's Speech and it is one of the best movies I seen recently. I like the British style- kind of boring, but with the additional spice- hard to explain how it tastes, but definitely when taken away, you would miss it. It reminds me about Downton Abbey I have watched when I was sick some time ago... Again, kind of boring... But the precision characters were created with, attention to details make it an interesting piece of art. The parts I liked especially are when new devices and unusual ways of thinking are introduced to the usual family with traditions and stable opinion on every subject.

The boy in striped pajamas was the book I read when I was the first time in London. I watched the movie and It is really worth watching. Sad, painful but worthy.

I had a meeting with my team. I love noticing potential in young people. I strive to see the potential. It is like the best thing ever. Like you see some sparkles, just a little bit of shine, and then, after some time, it is like sun, full of energy, happiness and pride.

I went to see my doctor today morning and IT IS GONE :D cannot be less than happy!!

The meeting with Kuba and Karolina, grill at Agata's, grill by the Wisla and people who split up. An the try to fly the kite. Unsuccessful, I must add.

But the tickets bought to Scotland, and the plan almost made. The expectations that are not too much, just the right amount. Red cloves. 

The application for learning Spanish I use every day! First meeting with Ben and the hope to improve my English. Long way to go! Giving the ticket for Vujcic away and the bike that was bought. 

It is good.